Forever

Girl I wanna love you forever
I’ve thrown all my excuses out
The window.

I want you more than life itself
For in you I have found
My reason to live.

Girl I wanna love you forever
I want to spoil you
From your head to your toes
As I give meaning to your love.

I want to give you the rights
To my Compass.
As I let your love
Guide me into all truths.

I wanna hold you tight
Till I hear your heart beat.
Beat to the tune not of your
Own but to a new tune called ours.

I am not looking for a one night stand.
I wanna a girl who could love me forever
And be forever my wife.
I wanna Love your mind your body
And get a peek into your soul.

I wanna make you forever mines and
Show you the meaning of my love
I wanna love you forever!

Copyright ©2009 Elton Hazel

Zion is calling

I know I have a higher calling.
It’s calling me to your truths.
I live to serve you.
I wanna be more
More than just an instrument
of service.

I want you to teach me
Mold me
Give me a new light
To guide me.

You are a potter
And I wanna be the clay
That you mead into something
fantastic, original.

I try to pursue you each day
Sometimes I falter.
You with the loving
Father that you are
Reach down and pick me up.

When I fall you brushes me off.
When I am injured your soft sweet
Embrace that only a father can
Comforts me.

I love you cause you are my daddy.
I strive to be like you.
You have given me a bigger brother
To show me how to be.

I stand for within in you
There is no sinking sand.
When I look for unconditional love
I reach to you I kneel, I pray
Forgive me, I pray for my shortcomings

For I can hear
I can feel
Zion Calling Me!

Copyright ©2009 Elton Hazel

Would you be mine? Please wouldn’t you be my neighbor?

I saw this girl the other day
It was as if I had a flashback
To a realm where we once were.

I asked, “Do I know you.
You seem particularly familiar.
What will I give to hear her thoughts:
“Just another lame pickup line”.

It’s funny cause I made her smile.
In my mind I was saying,
I guess this stuff really works.
So we began a conversation.

We sat and talked about
Everything and nothing.
Her mind reading mines
Mines reading hers.

I saw comfort in her eyes.
You know, the way you let go
Of your inhibitions
wanting an invitation.
An invite to enchanted places.

We chat we talked
We smiled
That day I learned so much.
It felt like we belong.

We completed each other sentences
Laughed at each other quirky jokes.
I even taught her how to speak in my dialect.
It felt nice!

We decided to get something to eat.
I never was a Starbuck junkie
In need of a caffeine fix
To get me through the day.

But I could not resist that smile
That starry eyes that could melt
The strongest or thickest mountain of snow.

No coffee for me I said.
Let me get that large brown
“Chocalato”
Not knowing the name.
She smiled.

We sat and chat, smile and laugh.
Feeling comfortable in telling
Each other things that a normal friend
Would not find interesting.

I had a thought that day.
“you never know who can come into
your life and turn it upside down
Take you on an adventure.
Make you do things of endearment
That you just could not plan”.

It was time to leave but it felt
Like our destination or journey had
Not ended.
It was not just her beauty.
It felt unconditional.

Till this day I know no reasoning or thought
To what was happening.
It was like another being was
Waving a wand like the conductor
Conducting a live symphony.

I could never forget that night,
Cause it was the first time
I slept in my car.
Nothing sexual.

We just talked and smiled.
Then laughed and smiled
Till morning.

That day was so eventful.
At times when I think back
On that day I see a smile
Illuminated by this thought.
Something within me says out loud

Would you be mine?
Please wouldn’t you be my neighbor!
Knowing tomorrow will come
And you will have to embark.

I hear the thought again.
Would you be mine?
Please wouldn’t you be my neighbor!

Copyright ©2009 Elton Antonio Hazel

Are you for real?

I am trying to understand,
No I think fathom in my
Sphere of a mind where
It is me who is forever delirious
for thinking of you as a friend.

I gave my ears to listen
When you needed to vent
If you needed assistance I offer
my self not wanting nothing in return.

Yet I hear things that discourage me.
Seems your mind has confused you of my
Friendship. I give you my most prized
gift, access to me in the form of friendship.
Yet I hear Malice.
In my mind I feel I have experienced your changeling.

Proposition seems to be your misfortune.
You have nothing I want. My mind eyes
sees you as a friend. If you hurt I hurt.
If I see you withering, I to want to bring back that
smile that illuminated your beauty.

I am deeply sorry that you feel that way
Cause in my heart I was surely sincere.
I only wanted to be your friend.
Nothing More, Nothing less.

Ps. Don’t let jealousy consume you it can lead
to torment…

Copyright ©2009 Elton Antonio Hazel

Memoirs of a College Love

It’s funny the way we met.
Almost like a secret that only
us knew.
It may not be one after today, but
I guess I can live with that now.

I called you today, I think I heard a
Voicemail. I believe my heart
is playing tricks on me.
Cause I could swear I head you say hello.
But it may have been
your intro to your voicemail.
That has become my friend
that I love to hate.

I miss our conversations,
The way you make me feel inside
by just the mention of your name.
The way you dance holding me close,
As we take each other breath away.
Making all eyes stand at attention.

Your character, Makes me feel like
I am a movie star. Your ease to relate to
makes me feel complete.
I am in love with your light tan complexion and
Your soft juicy lips.
Yes its may be Lust.
I tried to keep my composure but you just
Make knots in my heart, causing me to palpitate.

I am so confused.
Make me see you for what you are.
Open my eyes
Take my insecurities away.
Let me know you love me.
Let me know you want to take me to
places I never knew existed only in my dreams.
Take me to the stars, the moon
Jupiter and Mars.

The mood is set. Where are you?

Copyright ©2009 Elton Hazel

A note to Laurie

You are my guiding light.
When I see you
You make me smile
For I am in love with you
My love for you grow more
Stronger each day.

When I feel alone,
You comfort me.
Making me yield to the
Most simplest pleasures.

I enjoy spending countless minutes
Hours, seconds with you.
When your not around
My world spin continuously
Out of control.
When our arms embrace each other
time appears unresponsive.

You are mines and I am yours.
The way you look at me is like
An eagle that has found its prey.
Your conversation soothes
My aching soul.

I find myself wanting to be
tucked into bed by you.
I like the way you make my bath
run like a waterfall running over
A river bank.

Most of all I like you all your quirks,
All your idiosyncrasies.
I know your beauty at times
make me insecure,
But I promise to love you till the end
For it is you: “Just simply irresistible.”

Copyright ©2009 Elton Hazel

When I see you

You give me eyes
to see the impossible
When I see you
It is as if I am blinded
not by your beauty,
but by your compassion.
Giving life to a soulfulness mind.
The kindness you share,
The love you show,
amazes me every day.
When I see you!
You turn my darkness to light...
you make me smile in places I never knew.
Making my experiences complete.